Sunday, June 30, 2013

closing the gap

sheba: mind the gap... the gap between life as you dream it and life as it is...

i've decided to close the gap. to stop lamenting over not living as i see myself in my mind and do it. to see if it's really all i dream it would be... to see what it feels like to not wonder if i'll ever stop biting my cuticles but actually doing it. to read like i'm aware of my mortality. to maximize my energy. to take care of my mind. to paint all the pictures i've painted in my head on actual canvas. to curb my sugar, alcohol and caffeine intake. to discover new magickal places. to know where the moon is in her cycle. so here goes. july will be a charmed month, full of energy and adventure. each night i will post about the most interesting things i've experienced each day. my teeth hurt and i am going to let them hurt.

tomorrow: an invigorating morning run. attending to my responsibilities at work with every last bit of my soul. reading proust as much as possible. outdoor adventures with nolan. working on my portrait of adele. rewarding myself with an episode of the sopranos, if watching people get the shit beat out of them is really a reward...

a birthday wish from my beloved bryn: